Model stitching

Saturday, 16 August 2025

Now what??

 I have been really quiet, this is because I am really out of sorts.  What am I trying to say? 

I feel..... odd.  

Really odd.

Why you ask?

I will try to explain, this came in the post...


Now you would of course think I am happy, yes of course! I now hold a BA (Hons) First Class degree in Textiles and now a Master of Arts in Arts Practice (Arts, Health and Wellbeing).  I am entitled to write my name like this!! 

Jacqueline Morris, BA (First class Hons), MA

Ok, so going back to the odd feeling, I started this journey a long time ago, in fact I posted it here, 16 March 2017!! The day I found out I got accepted into university!

I have been non stop studying since then, and you would think that after all that time I would welcome a break? hmmm

I loved the learning, no I was a sponge and craved the learning, I miss the learning, I miss all the project work and creating.  Sure I am now being creative under my own steam but I really miss the structure and freedom within that structure and actually loved the deadlines! What am I saying? I guess I don't really want to stop studying!

Am I crazy?

Do you know I had this dream way back when I got into university to become Dr Jacquie! Seriously, I know I need a PhD, that would give me the DR.  Why am I not applying to do this? It's the end, there is no more levels after this, and that to be honest is scary as I enjoy the studying process.  I am aware that studying for a PhD can take up to 8 years, this actually makes me jump for joy! But then my bubble bursts as it's the highest qualification, I can't go any further.  It was brought to my attention that I could go study another BA if I wanted to! But this is challenging as my heart lies in hand embroidery and there are no courses solely for this.  Oh yes, the RSA (Royal school of needlework) does a BA degree but I cannot attend there, there premisses is in a Grade 1 listed building, well palace! and has no disability access to the floors the degree is taught on.  

So I am feeling odd with no clear direction on what to do.  

I feel I should, rather it's what people want me to do,  take time out, breathe and relax from studying.

hmmmm

I am sad, I am filled with sadness, I want to pick up my embroidery, but I am sad.  Maybe I should just roll with this feeling as a kind of grief for the loss of the learning?

until next time....

Saturday, 19 July 2025

New Challenge - miniatures

 I mentioned in my last post that I was creating miniature house plants, I am really enjoying this process and wanted to share it with you all.


So far I have created a Yucca, spider plant, rubber plant and Chinese money plant.










I bought a wooden display unit, other half painted it for me as it was raw wood, and I plan on filling it with my miniature house plant creations. The green pots are some I had a go at creating with air drying clay then painted, they are very quirky. There are more paper plant creations on the bottom row.





I love being creative, I decided to paint some house plants next on postcards.



I have been really inspired by tiny tiny paper house plants, and actively creating these too, mostly for me to understand construction. They are fun to construct. The plant stand is approx 7cm high.



Until my next update, keep smiling 😊


Tuesday, 8 July 2025

Its July and I have had my head in the clouds

Hello again, 

I have been having a little identity crisis.  I will try to explain:


As you all know I returned to higher education as a mature student and gained a First Class with honours Textiles Degree and a Masters.  I have been in education a long time and to be honest I am finding it really hard to readjust without having the reliable routine.  

What not many of you are aware of is that I have a diagnosis of Autism amongst other learning difficulties.  Returning to higher education was a massive challenge and at times I did feel like I couldn't do it, but persevered. My autism affects me in multiple ways, thankfully throughout all my of higher education I have had an amazing mentor who helped me though it as well as helping me to understand myself.  My main difficulties surround social contact, social interactions and conversation amongst other issues.  I threw myself into the deep end when I applied to university, and to be honest I still cannot believe that I actually went! And got a degree!! Having a reliable routine helped me to have a sense of order in my life, it's only now without it I can see I am not coping as well.  As this title of this post highlights, it's July and I have had my head in the clouds, literally have no idea where the time has gone.  That's another thing, I have no concept of time, I arrive and go everywhere really early as I don't want to be late.  

And what have I been doing? Tried to get back into my cross stitch and embroidery, but I got too overwhelmed with the choices I have and ended up doing none. In fact I ended up seeing my embroidery as an outlet that overwhelms me rather than something that relaxes me.  This went on for what seemed ages, I love to create 3D hand embroidery as it really challenges me.  So I made a bug, it didn't turn out how I expected at all but the process drawing, designing then stitching and making gave me a purpose again and I really enjoyed it.  This is him, I called him Boris, that in itself isn't odd from me, see I call everything Boris! Boris has a purpose too, doubles as a pin cushion, pins can be stuck in his spots.




 

 I then wanted to do something fun as I thought Boris was a little too serious, a sea inspired pin cushion.


I hear you asking, what's with the pin cushions? Why pin cushions? Interesting question, the answer is two fold, I design and stitch things to give myself purpose and I need what ever I create to have a purpose too.  

Now as I write this I am embarking on a major project, one that has given me purpose.  I am designing and stitching miniature house plants.  Sounds odd I know, but I need to feel challenged and this is really filling this need.

Here is where I am:







And currently embroidering a miniature spender plant, photos to follow.  

I will find my path, just may take a little longer that expected, as long as I enjoy what I am doing and feel challenged, that's really all that matters I think. In the mean time I will enjoy buying plants, I love nature, plants make me feel happy.



My cheese plant is rather large now (sorry about the dark photo)


It's darker than it should be within our home, the windows have a tint on them, bright UV light affects my eyes and by dulling the light I also find this more calming.  You can see through the open window the difference the tint makes and peeking through there is a lovely sky.



I am going back to my spider plant now, but wanted to leave you all with one last photo(s), me relaxing with a cat face mask, it appears I cannot get this right either! Very challenging, I put it on the wrong side! I did turn it over, not that it made much of a difference.  It was really nice on my face as I kept it in the fridge, cold, cucumber and aloe, very nice.



















Until next time......

Monday, 23 June 2025

What am I stitching?

 Hello friends, 


I have had a little sort out and decided to give rotating various cross stitch projects a go!  I thought I would start with 3, just to see if I can manage them:

1. Blue Ribbon Design - Botanical Blessings

2. Blue Ribbon Design - Behind The Gate (A Halloween Calendar)

3. Historical Sampler Company - Heart Pot Sampler


1. 

The Chart, what eventually it will look like!


This is where I picked it up again after oh so long being on the shelf.  


Progress! It's slowly coming together.



These flowers are really lovely, I thought a good place to stop and rotate.


Goodness, I will have to try to take brighter photos! Looking very dull, I assure you the colours are really lovely.



2.

The chart, what it will I hope resemble!?

                        

Taken from the cover to help visualise what I am stitching.  This is for Han and K as they love Halloween.

                


This cross stitch had not been started so I decided to start with the hanging pieces.


HUGE learning curve making these!! OMG! well I only just left enough fabric around each square! Note to self leave a bit more!! That's not a design error, the instructions are really clear! I just cannot follow instructions very well! Somehow I managed to pull them together.

Front.



Back.




3.

Where I found the cross stitch, I was searching for something traditional that I could adapt and make more personal.  I will be adding a more personal touch to this sampler and turning it into a wedding day heirloom for han and K.


                          

                              
                            


This is where I picked it up again from.





This is where I am now after stitching.



A little personal touch added here, hang and K have a cat (on right) called Eggy Bread and a dog, a pug called Lancelot on the right.  Something to note about Lancelot is that he has a wonky ear that's always down! Also one eye after recently having it removed when he had a cyst. This is only one of many quirky personal bits I will be including.



Let's see how this goes! I am not sure how often to review this, maybe once a month? Then hopefully you will be able to see my progress.

Until the next time..




Sunday, 15 June 2025

What have I been up to...


Thought I would share my stitching 'nook', it has some of the models I stitched for Hands Across The Sea Samplers.  Unfortunately the first picture has terrible glare, further down you can see the embroidery, this first one is more for position. I should say... I am useless at taking photos!

Incidentally the embroidery on my stand is a sampler that I am adding a personal touch for Han and Cat although I call Cat K! More on that another time.


This monstrous sampler literally fills one of my walls! It's one I model stitched for HATS called Sarah Braizear Mills, 1829, by far the largest sampler I have ever embroidered. 



This adorable sampler, another I model stitched for HATS is Ann Roberts, it's very quirky. And in the small picture frame below is Warm Winter Woolens from, Little House Needleworks.  I adore pretty much all their designs! And yes on the left are Easter shaped eggs I hand embroidered, I left up as I like them and thought if I get around to it maybe I can change the design or theme, Ha ha ha no idea how I thought I would have time! lol


This next one yes another HATS, this was the first sampler I model stitched for HATS and will always be special to me. It is Louisa Coulimore. Underneath the frame is a branch of hawthorn berries and a dog rose, seen better days now, it is getting old.


Yes! Another HATS model stitched called Sally Stansfield 1841, this is a really sweet design that I loved to embroider. The random branch below is a segment from my Protected Nature piece I created for my final piece for my BA Textiles degree.  I couldn't part with it, I love the caterpillar!


On the small cupboard under those HATS framed embroideries are some small 3 dimensional embroideries I have created.  The Zen Garden, everything embroidered apart from the wooden tree ring used as the base.


This has a collection of oddities, the fairy ring I designed and created, a random paper mache shark because why not! The small cross stitch in the frame is a design from The Trilogy called Happy Home, so cute.

The miniature rubber plant I designed and created, the pink flower is from the orchid family and I enjoyed creating it. I guess it's kind of like a larger curiosity cabinet! 



I  have been designing more cross stitch designs, really enjoying this new journey.  The first design I created is HOME, oozing with strawberries because it reminds me of summer but I don't like them! (This is in the same place as my free design, click the free design to take you to my shop).

Then I created an inclusive cross stitch chart, I should say, if you all don't know, I am a wheelchair user, that's me!!



Wheelchairs are not often represented within this community so I thought I would create a chart to change this.  Embracing my own disability to firmly say yes! highlighting that people with disabilities belong in this crafting community. (
These are in the same place as my free design, click the free design to take you to my shop).
Have I been cross stitching or creating? Of course! more to come! 

I want to say it's been so so lovely re-connecting with so many of you from when I blogged previously, before going to university.  


Until the next time....