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I am feeling VERY happy today, just my mood I guess?
There are lovely blue skies outside and I have just come back from the dentist... yes to get my new tooth!!! Its brilliant.
I am catching up with the events of Wednesday on Thursday as I was out until late last night at English...
Well you know how I was feeling quite anxious and to be honest I was feeling I may be out of my depth... well I need of not worried!!
And if I am really really honest I was actually quite bored :( See the class has mixed abilities and I am doing the highest level in the class... shocking I know!! And all the things the tutor was asking I knew... I literally was fighting to stay awake. I will see how it is next week and if its following the same pattern I know it will drive me crazy staying there so I will ask to move to GCSE class. Hmmm something I thought I would never be ready for or have enough confidence for. But after that class I know I am ready! But if she wont move me... hmmm.. I may have to stay in her class? If so I could go either be bored stupid and go backwards with my learning or.... be fantastic at everything and ace it all! But I dont want to keep being the only one answering everything ...like last night. If the show was on the other foot and I was in a class with some one doing that it would knock my confidence. So I dont want to be that person knowing everything all the time. AAAarrrghghhgghhhh what to do???? Just so you know I am not saying I am brilliant... I know I have work to do, I love to learn :)
I went to the pool again ...yeah!!
Did the recommended things set by the physio and I am enjoying it.
I think 'me' has changed... its not a chore to exercise, I dont see it as punishment to go anymore. And sure I did see it as punishment because I was and am fat.... ok not as fat! I did not like myself way back at nearly 24 stone... I was pretty miserable and knew I had to do something. I know how hard it is.. I cried many a night wishing to be thinner and normal. There comes a time when enough is enough... its just a shame its taken me to realize how badly I want to change so late in life. I am 43 this year and its not getting any easier to lose weight. But I will not give in until I am wearing the wellingtons I want.
So onto food...
My note book entry..
Breakfast... dry fried mushrooms and scrambled egg. With black cracked pepper as I love it!
Lunch....One of my famous banana milk shakes! With 3 table spoons of natural Greek light yogurt with fresh fruit.
Dinner, this was a rather odd one this evenign as I was out late. I did not want anything heavy so ate this! Cracker with cottage cheese and slices tomatos... some seeds and nuts with a glass of skimmed milk.
A late and tiring day but I loved it too...
Still smiling :)